Where ever I am, where ever I go.
I never stop, I only flow.
This pain inside just seems to grow.
My hope stops it, but all too slow.

Shifting from up to down, I just can’t seem to lose this frown.
I wish I could have a smile, but it seems that’s going to take a while.

My pain reminds me every day.
I never thought it would be this way.

My mind says perhaps it wasn’t meant to be.
But my heart argues that thought continuously.

I do not know what the future brings.
I truly hope it will be happy things.

I feel so sad and distraught.
I just need to think a happy thought.

My happy thoughts are slim to none.
Because I am missing my happy one.

The maze I am in is all so confusing.
The thought of making it out is so very soothing.

Only time will tell what is in store for me.
This time is hell but only time knows what is meant to be.